Monday, 18 August 2014
Saturday, 9 August 2014
SO I'VE BEEN..
Hello everyone!
Sorry for the slow update AGAIN. Lots of important real life stuffs had happened to me and sometimes your plan gets ruined that way. Anyway, I'm back safely and that's all that matters. Better than gone forever. I also heard that Actor Robin Williams died while battling severe depression. Strangely i was also depressed around that day but I didn't know what happened to him. He was one of my favorite actors from my childhood till now. Let's not forget the good things about him! Okay back to why I'm here to begin with.
You may not be familiar to some of the phrases I will be using so here's a guide:
PTR= Public Test Realm
DPS= Damage Per Second also refering to people whose role is to do damage
HP= Health Points meaning the amount of life you have
So, i found out that both Diablo 3 PTR 2.10 and World of Warcraft Warlords of Draenor Beta patch have been updated while you all and I were separated. So I took the liberty to do some testing! Took a while for me to download the Diablo 3 PTR 2.10 but it was worth it because it's anytime better than just looking at the patch notes every week or watching someone else play it.
First, Warlords of Draenor? Arms and Fury Warriors are going to be pretty happy because the updates on warriors were mainly on their defensive capabilities. Are you ready?(:P) DPS warriors can now use shield barrier! Along with Devastate which has 30% chance to refresh Revenge and Revenge itself(only useable in Defensive Stance). This is HUGE because DPS warriors before were lacking in terms of self sustaining themselves compare to the other classes. Impending Victory, Die by the Sword then Ravager and that's it. It's like trying to copy a rogue or a mage but obviously they would be a lot better at it. Because of that, I prefer to play Gladiator Stance Warrior. I needed something defensive to constantly accompany me and that was Shield Barrier. I tried Fury first with the talent which removes Bloodthirst's cooldown in a few 2v2 skirmishes and I was untouchable in 1v1, 2 DPSes won't kill me as easy as before anymore. It is safe to say with this new update killing warriors first will not necessarily be THE path of least resistance. The best way to kill a warrior now is to disable him/her with stuns or anything similar as long as possible or kite to prevent him/her from gathering rage to use shield barrier effectively. Pretty much like killing a Protection Warrior. Arms is more luck dependent than fury. Because as Fury, I only need to spam Bloodthirst for rage and glorious heals(and occassionally Revenge) then shield barrier and Arms only has Charge, 10 rage from every non-crit auto attack, Devastate and Revenge to rely on for rage. If you get lucky, you can use Revenge more often and therefore more rage. Revenge still refreshes on dodge and parry though. Despite being unkillable in a 1v1 situation, my Fury DPS was too weak or underpowered to overpower the other classes' self heals unless I go Battle Stance. As Arms, you will need to be smart in managing the rage you get deciding how much you should use for offense and how much of shield barrier you would need. It would be a lot easier if you have a healer for a partner obviously(lol). If not, hopefully Warriors will have more access to the leech stat so you can switch to Defensive Stance to play defensively and try to get your HP up to a comfortable level then switch back to Battle Stance. Otherwise, you will only be delaying the inevitable or try to hang in there for the win. Overall this new defensive playstyle feels good but I think the absorbs might seem too strong sometimes but at least your DPS will become limited for playing defensively. Maybe it is meant to be strong enough to prove its point. So I don't think non-warriors will have to fear them for this change unless it's an Arms Warrior maybe(lol) but respect their new defensive capabilities. So throw all ur disables at them with RESPECT and a little fear(lol) when you burst them down. Much better if they don't have shield barrier up because it only lasts for 6 seconds. All of this might change since we're still in the Beta stage but that's how it is for now. Last thing about it, nothing new for Gladiator Warriors.
Now for the Diablo 3 PTR 2.10! I have not tried the season mode so I've been playing the normal mode. The first thing I tried was the Greater Rifts. Killing ONE greater rift guardian will grant you 1-3 Legendary items. 2 on average. Sometimes none at all but it could be a bug. I've not found the Cesspool and Greed's Domain so far.. didn't expect them to be so hard to find. So you can expect that you will be getting legendary items more consistently per day and perhaps more abundantly. Opening a normal rift will cost you ONE rift key fragment and you still will get 6 rift key fragments per Act Bounty Run. Too bad the normal rift guardians won't 100% drop the greater rift keys but they have been dropping for me fairly often like every 2-3 normal rifts runs. Every Greater Rift Key you get in Torment 3 difficulty, you can open around 2-3 Greater Rifts so that's like 100-150 Blood Shards and 2-9 legendaries. If you think about the Blood Shards, this means you will be getting 500 Blood Shards more often. So if you don't get anything good from Kadala, you won't feel as bad as before because you know you will be getting your 500 Blood Shards again fairly soon. Only obvious downside to all of this is that your chance to get the legendary items you need is still at random. So luck will still play a major role in this game unless Blizzard changes that.
I was lucky enough to complete the green Earthquake set for my Whirlwind Barbarian in 2 days so I could test it ASAP. Turns out it's not as fun as i thought it would be and I'm glad I knew that sooner than later. Elites who can root you can be disastrous if I can't use Leap Attack to break out of it. And Leap Attack is also my main DPS ability since it also casts Earthquake(Triple Earthquakes baby!). Earthquake also doesn't cover a lot of ground so it can be frustrating to try to put all that damage on enemies who tend to run away from you unless you use the freezing Earthquake rune but it's just so boring to look at in my opinion without the right tools. Rimeheart is probably needed for this build to be good. So at the moment, I've been trying to figure out a way to improve the whirlwind build's DPS without relying on Earthquake and maybe the Immortal King's green set too. I find the Raekor Barbarian Set to be useful for defense. Furious Charge can break out of roots and most of the time i can use it when I need to. So most probably I will use Raekor. If not I'll try to get the Ice Climbers and see if there's anything better than Raekor. For now, I'm thinking of a Lightning Whirlwind Barbarian combined with some interesting Legendary Gems. I'll let you know the results.
I definitely wish I could add videos and pictures into my posts but for now I am not capable yet. And I will when i am (:P). That's all I want to share for now. Be sure to take good care of yourselves!
Signing off,
Beaglesrock!
Sorry for the slow update AGAIN. Lots of important real life stuffs had happened to me and sometimes your plan gets ruined that way. Anyway, I'm back safely and that's all that matters. Better than gone forever. I also heard that Actor Robin Williams died while battling severe depression. Strangely i was also depressed around that day but I didn't know what happened to him. He was one of my favorite actors from my childhood till now. Let's not forget the good things about him! Okay back to why I'm here to begin with.
You may not be familiar to some of the phrases I will be using so here's a guide:
PTR= Public Test Realm
DPS= Damage Per Second also refering to people whose role is to do damage
HP= Health Points meaning the amount of life you have
So, i found out that both Diablo 3 PTR 2.10 and World of Warcraft Warlords of Draenor Beta patch have been updated while you all and I were separated. So I took the liberty to do some testing! Took a while for me to download the Diablo 3 PTR 2.10 but it was worth it because it's anytime better than just looking at the patch notes every week or watching someone else play it.
First, Warlords of Draenor? Arms and Fury Warriors are going to be pretty happy because the updates on warriors were mainly on their defensive capabilities. Are you ready?(:P) DPS warriors can now use shield barrier! Along with Devastate which has 30% chance to refresh Revenge and Revenge itself(only useable in Defensive Stance). This is HUGE because DPS warriors before were lacking in terms of self sustaining themselves compare to the other classes. Impending Victory, Die by the Sword then Ravager and that's it. It's like trying to copy a rogue or a mage but obviously they would be a lot better at it. Because of that, I prefer to play Gladiator Stance Warrior. I needed something defensive to constantly accompany me and that was Shield Barrier. I tried Fury first with the talent which removes Bloodthirst's cooldown in a few 2v2 skirmishes and I was untouchable in 1v1, 2 DPSes won't kill me as easy as before anymore. It is safe to say with this new update killing warriors first will not necessarily be THE path of least resistance. The best way to kill a warrior now is to disable him/her with stuns or anything similar as long as possible or kite to prevent him/her from gathering rage to use shield barrier effectively. Pretty much like killing a Protection Warrior. Arms is more luck dependent than fury. Because as Fury, I only need to spam Bloodthirst for rage and glorious heals(and occassionally Revenge) then shield barrier and Arms only has Charge, 10 rage from every non-crit auto attack, Devastate and Revenge to rely on for rage. If you get lucky, you can use Revenge more often and therefore more rage. Revenge still refreshes on dodge and parry though. Despite being unkillable in a 1v1 situation, my Fury DPS was too weak or underpowered to overpower the other classes' self heals unless I go Battle Stance. As Arms, you will need to be smart in managing the rage you get deciding how much you should use for offense and how much of shield barrier you would need. It would be a lot easier if you have a healer for a partner obviously(lol). If not, hopefully Warriors will have more access to the leech stat so you can switch to Defensive Stance to play defensively and try to get your HP up to a comfortable level then switch back to Battle Stance. Otherwise, you will only be delaying the inevitable or try to hang in there for the win. Overall this new defensive playstyle feels good but I think the absorbs might seem too strong sometimes but at least your DPS will become limited for playing defensively. Maybe it is meant to be strong enough to prove its point. So I don't think non-warriors will have to fear them for this change unless it's an Arms Warrior maybe(lol) but respect their new defensive capabilities. So throw all ur disables at them with RESPECT and a little fear(lol) when you burst them down. Much better if they don't have shield barrier up because it only lasts for 6 seconds. All of this might change since we're still in the Beta stage but that's how it is for now. Last thing about it, nothing new for Gladiator Warriors.
Now for the Diablo 3 PTR 2.10! I have not tried the season mode so I've been playing the normal mode. The first thing I tried was the Greater Rifts. Killing ONE greater rift guardian will grant you 1-3 Legendary items. 2 on average. Sometimes none at all but it could be a bug. I've not found the Cesspool and Greed's Domain so far.. didn't expect them to be so hard to find. So you can expect that you will be getting legendary items more consistently per day and perhaps more abundantly. Opening a normal rift will cost you ONE rift key fragment and you still will get 6 rift key fragments per Act Bounty Run. Too bad the normal rift guardians won't 100% drop the greater rift keys but they have been dropping for me fairly often like every 2-3 normal rifts runs. Every Greater Rift Key you get in Torment 3 difficulty, you can open around 2-3 Greater Rifts so that's like 100-150 Blood Shards and 2-9 legendaries. If you think about the Blood Shards, this means you will be getting 500 Blood Shards more often. So if you don't get anything good from Kadala, you won't feel as bad as before because you know you will be getting your 500 Blood Shards again fairly soon. Only obvious downside to all of this is that your chance to get the legendary items you need is still at random. So luck will still play a major role in this game unless Blizzard changes that.
I was lucky enough to complete the green Earthquake set for my Whirlwind Barbarian in 2 days so I could test it ASAP. Turns out it's not as fun as i thought it would be and I'm glad I knew that sooner than later. Elites who can root you can be disastrous if I can't use Leap Attack to break out of it. And Leap Attack is also my main DPS ability since it also casts Earthquake(Triple Earthquakes baby!). Earthquake also doesn't cover a lot of ground so it can be frustrating to try to put all that damage on enemies who tend to run away from you unless you use the freezing Earthquake rune but it's just so boring to look at in my opinion without the right tools. Rimeheart is probably needed for this build to be good. So at the moment, I've been trying to figure out a way to improve the whirlwind build's DPS without relying on Earthquake and maybe the Immortal King's green set too. I find the Raekor Barbarian Set to be useful for defense. Furious Charge can break out of roots and most of the time i can use it when I need to. So most probably I will use Raekor. If not I'll try to get the Ice Climbers and see if there's anything better than Raekor. For now, I'm thinking of a Lightning Whirlwind Barbarian combined with some interesting Legendary Gems. I'll let you know the results.
I definitely wish I could add videos and pictures into my posts but for now I am not capable yet. And I will when i am (:P). That's all I want to share for now. Be sure to take good care of yourselves!
Signing off,
Beaglesrock!
Monday, 4 August 2014
I'm back!
My apologies that my blog has been inactive at such an early stage and I hope you all have been living well!
So I did say I plan to create "something" but that doesn't mean I already know how. I had to do some researching on the basics first and further planning. About how to record and edit and what would I like to share with you all. I am also interested in animating but that will need further researching and the right tools to buy. I also need to create a unique art style "simple but epic" and hopefully I won't accidentally get copyrighted(lol) but if that actually happens then I'll just have to try again! Anyway, making animation shorts will be a future thing. I will also have to consider upgrading my upload speed. With my current one, it takes about 1.5 hours to upload a 4 minute video(mp4 720p). If you are a Malaysian you'll probably know about the current internet services like UNIFI and MaxisFibre. I heard Maxis has faster speed but can become unstable once in a while and have inexperienced customer service(that was from a forum 2 years ago and UNIFI did get the same problem before). At my location with streamyx 4mbps so far, I have never encountered any instabilities unless something at TMnet's end got broken. Since Maxis has been using the same wires TMnet is using, maybe I won't get any instabilities? Either way, upgrading my internet is also part of my future plans. And decorating this blog and my YouTube channel.
For now, I will be creating a YouTube channel and making posts more consistently. Posts will mostly be about video gaming, reviews(including non-games) and other fun things. Reviews like is Dark Souls 2 REALLY worth your money? I prepurchased Dark Souls 2 and I played it almost 24/7 and after weeks maybe months, I lost the motivation to continue playing it out of my own reasons and maybe those reasons can help you save your hard-earned money! Don't expect me to review every game released though(lol) because there are just too many for me. I will mostly review those games which are said to be "The Ones" and well regarded. I prefer games with high replay values unless they're cheap. Sometimes I still make those mistakes but I don't really mind making them again for you people(<3). Unfortunately there aren't many or any new awesome games coming up this year. But I've got my hands on a few nice ones like World Of Warcraft, Diablo 3, Ultra Street Fighter 4 and many others waiting for me to pay them visits when I get in the mood for them.
Right now, Diablo 3 is not worth playing for me other than accumulating gold and paragon experience. My main character is a barbarian and right now it's about finding the correct legendary items to maximize my Whirlwind build. I don't like how my time and effort can be easily reduced to nothing but a waste of time as a gamer. However, the current live patch cannot compare to what's coming in the next major patch and I recommend looking at the PTR patch notes of Diablo 3(CLICK HERE).
TL;DR (1) Classes are getting buffed overall making them less gear dependent and feel more ''right''.
(2) There will be new things to do.
(3) Some or most of those new things to do will allow you to 100% get legendaries to drop(still randomly though)
(4) Some legendary items will be re-designed and two-handed weapons are getting buffed to match duel wielders.
(5) Legendary Gems and an item which allows you socket your weapons.
What i have typed above obviously does not cover everything but they are the few things i am most interested about. Let's hope it won't be hard to get the items i want(lol). That is the one thing i am most worried about!
World of Warcraft (Mist of Pandaria)~! I mainly play it for casual PVP. Warrior is my main class. In every RPG game I always go for those physically strong melee classes because I like to be on edge and I'm a berserker fan. In my opinion, you shouldn't care about my personal rating and i don't care about it but if you really want to know.. i manage to get to 1750 and a little above(sometimes 1800+) in 2v2 without skype with a restoration shaman player who has been PVPing with me for most of the MoP pvp seasons. To us it's all about playing the game instead of reaching the highest rating possible. Now that MoP has reached its last pvp season, what is left to share correct? Well I won't be talking about MoP unless its something. I was fortunate enough to receive a Warlords of Draenor Beta Key from Blizzard Entertainment itself! I will be sharing what's going on in the beta for warrior pvp and also some details about how to beat a warrior(very homemade basic stuffs) by showing how decent players would handle me. I tried the other classes and none is as exciting as the warrior to me but i can try to type posts about the other classes from a "warrior's" point of view(:P) without offending the non-warriors. I promise!
I also got a Heroes of the Storm alpha/beta key. Personally i am not into DOTA games but once in a while I would play with my friends. I have not done any research about how to play those games better so it is fair to say that I am a newbie at those games(lol).
That is all I would like to share for today! Sorry again for keeping you guys waiting. Since you all have passed the VERY IMPORTANT TEST from my first post, it is unfair indeed(:P). What's funny about that TEST is that my Mom and Dad were the first people who read my blog and none of them realized that the TEST word can be clicked. So i had to add a (CLICK HERE) every time it seems. Well that is all! Really..
And i hope to see you all more often! Really..
Signing off,
Beaglesrock
So I did say I plan to create "something" but that doesn't mean I already know how. I had to do some researching on the basics first and further planning. About how to record and edit and what would I like to share with you all. I am also interested in animating but that will need further researching and the right tools to buy. I also need to create a unique art style "simple but epic" and hopefully I won't accidentally get copyrighted(lol) but if that actually happens then I'll just have to try again! Anyway, making animation shorts will be a future thing. I will also have to consider upgrading my upload speed. With my current one, it takes about 1.5 hours to upload a 4 minute video(mp4 720p). If you are a Malaysian you'll probably know about the current internet services like UNIFI and MaxisFibre. I heard Maxis has faster speed but can become unstable once in a while and have inexperienced customer service(that was from a forum 2 years ago and UNIFI did get the same problem before). At my location with streamyx 4mbps so far, I have never encountered any instabilities unless something at TMnet's end got broken. Since Maxis has been using the same wires TMnet is using, maybe I won't get any instabilities? Either way, upgrading my internet is also part of my future plans. And decorating this blog and my YouTube channel.
For now, I will be creating a YouTube channel and making posts more consistently. Posts will mostly be about video gaming, reviews(including non-games) and other fun things. Reviews like is Dark Souls 2 REALLY worth your money? I prepurchased Dark Souls 2 and I played it almost 24/7 and after weeks maybe months, I lost the motivation to continue playing it out of my own reasons and maybe those reasons can help you save your hard-earned money! Don't expect me to review every game released though(lol) because there are just too many for me. I will mostly review those games which are said to be "The Ones" and well regarded. I prefer games with high replay values unless they're cheap. Sometimes I still make those mistakes but I don't really mind making them again for you people(<3). Unfortunately there aren't many or any new awesome games coming up this year. But I've got my hands on a few nice ones like World Of Warcraft, Diablo 3, Ultra Street Fighter 4 and many others waiting for me to pay them visits when I get in the mood for them.
Right now, Diablo 3 is not worth playing for me other than accumulating gold and paragon experience. My main character is a barbarian and right now it's about finding the correct legendary items to maximize my Whirlwind build. I don't like how my time and effort can be easily reduced to nothing but a waste of time as a gamer. However, the current live patch cannot compare to what's coming in the next major patch and I recommend looking at the PTR patch notes of Diablo 3(CLICK HERE).
TL;DR (1) Classes are getting buffed overall making them less gear dependent and feel more ''right''.
(2) There will be new things to do.
(3) Some or most of those new things to do will allow you to 100% get legendaries to drop(still randomly though)
(4) Some legendary items will be re-designed and two-handed weapons are getting buffed to match duel wielders.
(5) Legendary Gems and an item which allows you socket your weapons.
What i have typed above obviously does not cover everything but they are the few things i am most interested about. Let's hope it won't be hard to get the items i want(lol). That is the one thing i am most worried about!
World of Warcraft (Mist of Pandaria)~! I mainly play it for casual PVP. Warrior is my main class. In every RPG game I always go for those physically strong melee classes because I like to be on edge and I'm a berserker fan. In my opinion, you shouldn't care about my personal rating and i don't care about it but if you really want to know.. i manage to get to 1750 and a little above(sometimes 1800+) in 2v2 without skype with a restoration shaman player who has been PVPing with me for most of the MoP pvp seasons. To us it's all about playing the game instead of reaching the highest rating possible. Now that MoP has reached its last pvp season, what is left to share correct? Well I won't be talking about MoP unless its something. I was fortunate enough to receive a Warlords of Draenor Beta Key from Blizzard Entertainment itself! I will be sharing what's going on in the beta for warrior pvp and also some details about how to beat a warrior(very homemade basic stuffs) by showing how decent players would handle me. I tried the other classes and none is as exciting as the warrior to me but i can try to type posts about the other classes from a "warrior's" point of view(:P) without offending the non-warriors. I promise!
I also got a Heroes of the Storm alpha/beta key. Personally i am not into DOTA games but once in a while I would play with my friends. I have not done any research about how to play those games better so it is fair to say that I am a newbie at those games(lol).
That is all I would like to share for today! Sorry again for keeping you guys waiting. Since you all have passed the VERY IMPORTANT TEST from my first post, it is unfair indeed(:P). What's funny about that TEST is that my Mom and Dad were the first people who read my blog and none of them realized that the TEST word can be clicked. So i had to add a (CLICK HERE) every time it seems. Well that is all! Really..
And i hope to see you all more often! Really..
Signing off,
Beaglesrock
Friday, 1 August 2014
Introduction
Hello everyone!
My name is Beaglesrock! And I'm from Malaysia. If you are a video gamer who mostly plays steam games like Team Fortress 2 especially you might have seen that name before. Yup, that was me. Once in a while, i get misunderstood for hacking(lol).. but that was simply because i use my earphones to estimate the nearby opposing teams' positions from the sound they make and also after having played the game casually for about 9 years it is no wonder at all that i would at least be better than how i was at the beginning. But this post is not about bragging or lamenting!
I am planning to create something mostly about entertainment preferably in English. Kind of like being a youtuber but i will try to be as original and true to my heart as possible. Video gaming will be included, reviews of whatever stuff which i find it worth the time and fun and many other things I have yet to find out. Starting this 'project' should give me a better perspective. I have absolutely no idea if I have what it takes but in my whole life so far from my time schooling, NOTHING from it has inspired me. To me it's like some kind of fairy tale, can only be happy when young and then when you become an adult the happy times are over. Schooling only made me fear my future more and more over the times.
Along the line, from the time i was able to "save" my memories(lol). My parents love to pamper me with joyful things. They wanted me to be the happiest child in the world. But it was common knowledge that joyful things are like excess stuffs you only get to have when you have excess money. Out of all the things they have given me video games, movies, comics and cartoons were the things that captivated me the most. I didn't just like sit on my throne and simply indulge in them. I also wanted to know more about them. I bought magazines about video games, i took my time admiring the arts, rewinding repeatedly until i understood how and why they did it. Schooling felt like an annoying chore to me but it couldn't be helped that the school people needed to know our ambitions. I was not motivated about the subject so my parents took over and decided i should be a doctor because it was common knowledge that a doctor has high pay. So they also get to decide which school i go to next. I didn't care where they send me as long as i get to do my favorite things.
As I approached the age of 18, all my friends gradually grew more and more distant from me. Not from hate but because our interests started to become more different. I guess that's what people called growing up or at least THAT time.When we hang out, our topic choices for our conversations grew more limited. Now I am only left with very few human friends(lol we'll get to that some time) but they are very good people. Despite not having entirely the same interests, they still check on me once in a while even though i did not do so first this whole time. I am just not good at socializing(it's complicated). My time in college(international) was the worst chapter in my life. My parents picked that college because it was prestigious. It was a whole new world. But it was also like serving 2 years of jail sentence to me. Unlike my friends who started out pre-uni with their old classmates, i started out alone. It's only prestigious on the outside, inside it's just like any school good and bad stuffs.
Well nothing in the world can stop the flow of time(maybe not yet), my 2 years in there are done and what have i learned? I have wasted my time and parents' money and i clearly have no interest to become a doctor. I knew i said i didn't care but i never thought my life could become this bad! My parents can never know what's best for me. No parents can on their own other than the manners, life lessons etc. There was no way I could move up to uni with the way I am unless I actually brainwash myself to a guy who actually wants to become a doctor. Luckily my parents are capable of helping me out of that nasty situation by working under my dad. It was good experience but i always get sleepy doing all the office jobs. To me it's not fun but a necessity. Nobody but my dad would hire me. Life has been depressing and I feel like I have to wear a mask every workday. Every time i wear the mask it becomes heavier.
Some time later i found Pewdiepie's youtube channel. Funny thing is his voice was kind of like my inner voice and i subscribed to him straight away. That time he only made money by selling T-shirts with his cartoonic avatars on it. I wasn't really impressed but i guess it was creative of him. No idea how much money he made by doing that. Later on, he made an explosive breakthrough. The world started to notice him and the others who also do the same things. To be honest i didn't think he would actually go that far though deep inside i have been rooting for him from the start hoping that he can actually prove me wrong. Prove the people who gave me my perspective wrong. And so he did!
I don't plan to become another Pewdiepie or just another youtuber but he has taught me that it is possible to make a living by doing what you love. There are two types of people i have learned: One who does a job because of necessity and the other who does a job because it is his passion. And i intend to be the second one. I do not know how i am going to achieve that goal but i believe when a person is determined as long as it is done smartly, he or she will get the results s/he deserve big or small. I don't think I am special. I am just a man who has done a lot of mistakes in his life and I must do something about it. I have been lucky to have supportive people around me but i cannot rely on them forever. Nobody can truly save my world but myself. My journey BEGINS!
If you have actually read from start to finish, i must have captivated you huh! My apologies for my bad English(bad grammar and limited vocabulary) and making you read this long post of mine. I was worried that people would just tl;dr this but that's life isn't it? Also sorry to say i am quite paranoid too. If I have truly captivated you, YOU have to pass this TEST(CLICK HERE) then i shall trust you. No cheating because i will know!
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Wow you're back already?! How was the test? Not many have come this far. My beagles made it. They told me that only those with good hearts can pass it(whatever that means lol). Well onto the next topic! If you would like to support me or see how things will go for me, easy just stay tuned to this blog. Your support and audience is greatly appreciated and my journey now BEGINS! Really..
See you all next time :)
My name is Beaglesrock! And I'm from Malaysia. If you are a video gamer who mostly plays steam games like Team Fortress 2 especially you might have seen that name before. Yup, that was me. Once in a while, i get misunderstood for hacking(lol).. but that was simply because i use my earphones to estimate the nearby opposing teams' positions from the sound they make and also after having played the game casually for about 9 years it is no wonder at all that i would at least be better than how i was at the beginning. But this post is not about bragging or lamenting!
I am planning to create something mostly about entertainment preferably in English. Kind of like being a youtuber but i will try to be as original and true to my heart as possible. Video gaming will be included, reviews of whatever stuff which i find it worth the time and fun and many other things I have yet to find out. Starting this 'project' should give me a better perspective. I have absolutely no idea if I have what it takes but in my whole life so far from my time schooling, NOTHING from it has inspired me. To me it's like some kind of fairy tale, can only be happy when young and then when you become an adult the happy times are over. Schooling only made me fear my future more and more over the times.
Along the line, from the time i was able to "save" my memories(lol). My parents love to pamper me with joyful things. They wanted me to be the happiest child in the world. But it was common knowledge that joyful things are like excess stuffs you only get to have when you have excess money. Out of all the things they have given me video games, movies, comics and cartoons were the things that captivated me the most. I didn't just like sit on my throne and simply indulge in them. I also wanted to know more about them. I bought magazines about video games, i took my time admiring the arts, rewinding repeatedly until i understood how and why they did it. Schooling felt like an annoying chore to me but it couldn't be helped that the school people needed to know our ambitions. I was not motivated about the subject so my parents took over and decided i should be a doctor because it was common knowledge that a doctor has high pay. So they also get to decide which school i go to next. I didn't care where they send me as long as i get to do my favorite things.
As I approached the age of 18, all my friends gradually grew more and more distant from me. Not from hate but because our interests started to become more different. I guess that's what people called growing up or at least THAT time.When we hang out, our topic choices for our conversations grew more limited. Now I am only left with very few human friends(lol we'll get to that some time) but they are very good people. Despite not having entirely the same interests, they still check on me once in a while even though i did not do so first this whole time. I am just not good at socializing(it's complicated). My time in college(international) was the worst chapter in my life. My parents picked that college because it was prestigious. It was a whole new world. But it was also like serving 2 years of jail sentence to me. Unlike my friends who started out pre-uni with their old classmates, i started out alone. It's only prestigious on the outside, inside it's just like any school good and bad stuffs.
Well nothing in the world can stop the flow of time(maybe not yet), my 2 years in there are done and what have i learned? I have wasted my time and parents' money and i clearly have no interest to become a doctor. I knew i said i didn't care but i never thought my life could become this bad! My parents can never know what's best for me. No parents can on their own other than the manners, life lessons etc. There was no way I could move up to uni with the way I am unless I actually brainwash myself to a guy who actually wants to become a doctor. Luckily my parents are capable of helping me out of that nasty situation by working under my dad. It was good experience but i always get sleepy doing all the office jobs. To me it's not fun but a necessity. Nobody but my dad would hire me. Life has been depressing and I feel like I have to wear a mask every workday. Every time i wear the mask it becomes heavier.
Some time later i found Pewdiepie's youtube channel. Funny thing is his voice was kind of like my inner voice and i subscribed to him straight away. That time he only made money by selling T-shirts with his cartoonic avatars on it. I wasn't really impressed but i guess it was creative of him. No idea how much money he made by doing that. Later on, he made an explosive breakthrough. The world started to notice him and the others who also do the same things. To be honest i didn't think he would actually go that far though deep inside i have been rooting for him from the start hoping that he can actually prove me wrong. Prove the people who gave me my perspective wrong. And so he did!
I don't plan to become another Pewdiepie or just another youtuber but he has taught me that it is possible to make a living by doing what you love. There are two types of people i have learned: One who does a job because of necessity and the other who does a job because it is his passion. And i intend to be the second one. I do not know how i am going to achieve that goal but i believe when a person is determined as long as it is done smartly, he or she will get the results s/he deserve big or small. I don't think I am special. I am just a man who has done a lot of mistakes in his life and I must do something about it. I have been lucky to have supportive people around me but i cannot rely on them forever. Nobody can truly save my world but myself. My journey BEGINS!
If you have actually read from start to finish, i must have captivated you huh! My apologies for my bad English(bad grammar and limited vocabulary) and making you read this long post of mine. I was worried that people would just tl;dr this but that's life isn't it? Also sorry to say i am quite paranoid too. If I have truly captivated you, YOU have to pass this TEST(CLICK HERE) then i shall trust you. No cheating because i will know!
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Wow you're back already?! How was the test? Not many have come this far. My beagles made it. They told me that only those with good hearts can pass it(whatever that means lol). Well onto the next topic! If you would like to support me or see how things will go for me, easy just stay tuned to this blog. Your support and audience is greatly appreciated and my journey now BEGINS! Really..
See you all next time :)
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